I miss foundation's lifes in MALACCA

I can't sleep last night.I had struggle for 2 hours.Things appears in my mind non-stop.
I recalls lifes of foundation in malacca.I quite miss the time there.

I miss my room badly=B-02-10 room4.
I likes the room very much.I likes the bed arranged beside the table because i used to put my leg on it.It's quite comfortable and relaxing.And i feels it's better for me to study in my own room.One of the advantages is my ex-roomate is going back to her hometown every week.Thus,i can engross the room myself.Nobody disturb me in the space.I am quite enjoying it.I dare to sleep myself in malacca's room but i don't in cyberjaya's room.I enjoy to watching the stars in the sky when i cant sleep this is because my bed is next to the window.

1st sem..my room is a bit messy..

I likes transportation there.It's more convenience to go outside compare to here.Bus fees here is quite expensive here although the distance is very short.I always go out in malacca,at least twice a month.Sing K,shopping,steambot birthday celebration are the things that i do frequently there.I will go out with housemates and friends on weekend or after exam.Yet,i only will rush back to my hometown once the classs or exam ended while study in cyberjaya.No entertainment at all.Quite boring here..
But sometimes i do outing with my dear sister and her friends.(not frequently.)

Many of them say that i becomes bright a bit when study in malacca.But now,is just same as the secondary school time.Swt...=S...Seems malacca is more suit to me.
But i have problems on my lips too.It's really terrible.
The doctor tell me the problems are lack of vitamin C,eating spicy food and last but no least-stay up all night.It's last for two semester.I do not want to see doctor because i believe that it will heal up one day.And it was healed now,no harras me again.=0

And i'm missing my friends there badly.It's almost 4 months i didn't see them since i moved out and finish my foundation.Is really yearn to meet them soon.Charlyn,elyn,lih ying,siewman,hwee sin and..I miss the time that we gather to chat and joke.The happiest thing is we draw up a conclusion that y.mun and i will go to malacca on deepavali to have a gathering with them.I am looking forward to that day.=))

Results Announced

semester-one's results announced today
feels very tension while checking it
i thought i'm ready to accept a bad result since i'm not doing well in the exam
but i don't actually
still have a little bit dissapointed after viewing it
in fact i ought to be happy for passing all the subject(no need to re-take)

yet i feels mad to myself
keep asking myself why i score this grade
i know blaim this blaim that is no use already
what i can do is study hard than others in this semester to push up my CGPA
study..study...study


gambateh..puiyee❤

丁当 - 我是一只小小鸟

丁当 - 我是一只小小鸟
作词:李宗盛   作曲:李宗盛

有时后我觉得自己像一只小小鸟
想要飞 却怎么样也飞不高
也许有一天我栖上枝头 却成为猎人的目标
我飞上了青天才发现自己从此无依无靠

每次到了夜深人静的时候 我总是睡不着
我怀疑是不是只有我的明天没有变得更好
未来会怎样究竟有谁会知道
幸福是否只是一种传说 我永远都找不到

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

所有知道我的名字的人啊 你们好不好
世界是如此的小 我们注定无处可逃
当我尝尽人情冷暖 当你决定为你了的理想燃烧
生活的压力与生命的尊严哪一个重要

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高

我是一只小小小小鸟
想要飞呀飞 却飞也飞不高
我寻寻觅觅寻寻觅觅一个温暖的怀抱
这样的要求算不算太高
这样的要求算不算太高

Sem-2 in Beta Year

1st sem's results haven't been announce yet..
actually i'm very worrying about it since i'm not doing well in it..
i have hundreds of anxious and worry de feeling..hopes i can pass all the subject!

i keep telling myself not to compare with others and
encourages myself that "I CAN DO IT"...
is tough to do that..how many people can say that he/she can do it?
as a matter of fact,i have a lot of doubtful question..
i'm distrust myself all the times,maybe is lack of confidence..
i don't know how long i can tolerate to it..

This semester i take 6 subjects...3 subject is to calculate and memorise a bit..
i know it's common to take 6subs and maybe is easier for somebody..
but how about me..?am i able to cope the problems in these subjects..i really don't know
i quite worry if i graduate with a bad certificate...
one of the subject is business law...as i know,i needs to memorise a lot of things or cases for this subject..
memorise is not a problem,the problems that i worry is that i don't know what should i write on the paper even i do memorising..just like sem1's management problems

i don't wants to hand in a blank exam paper..i don't wants to face such situation

However,i will try my best to study for these subject..i wanna to spend more time on it..

be more and more diligent since this sem..i know it's really late

needed to spent less time on fb and others..*promise

i will not give up simply in this semester because i will regret badly if forgo it easily..

Im a blogger now

From now on,i am a blogger.
i wish to share the part of my lifes to my frens n my dear family
and i wants to record down what i had experienced in my life.

I hopes i can be more stronger and better in the future.
I am not pursue to be a perfect person.Nobody are perfect,everyone is learning and growing.I hopes that i will growing up and be more mature.

My holidays end up and sem2 is gonna start.Need to be diligent a bit since i am not clever.
I don't want to let my parents down.
Hopes no problem arise in sem2.=)