Sem-2 in Beta Year

1st sem's results haven't been announce yet..
actually i'm very worrying about it since i'm not doing well in it..
i have hundreds of anxious and worry de feeling..hopes i can pass all the subject!

i keep telling myself not to compare with others and
encourages myself that "I CAN DO IT"...
is tough to do that..how many people can say that he/she can do it?
as a matter of fact,i have a lot of doubtful question..
i'm distrust myself all the times,maybe is lack of confidence..
i don't know how long i can tolerate to it..

This semester i take 6 subjects...3 subject is to calculate and memorise a bit..
i know it's common to take 6subs and maybe is easier for somebody..
but how about me..?am i able to cope the problems in these subjects..i really don't know
i quite worry if i graduate with a bad certificate...
one of the subject is business law...as i know,i needs to memorise a lot of things or cases for this subject..
memorise is not a problem,the problems that i worry is that i don't know what should i write on the paper even i do memorising..just like sem1's management problems

i don't wants to hand in a blank exam paper..i don't wants to face such situation

However,i will try my best to study for these subject..i wanna to spend more time on it..

be more and more diligent since this sem..i know it's really late

needed to spent less time on fb and others..*promise

i will not give up simply in this semester because i will regret badly if forgo it easily..